Grrrr

I probably sound rather childish right now being a 19 year old ranting to her parents how unfair they are being...i'm basically in a strop because for the second weekend in a row they won't give me a lift home this evening from my friend Blairs who lives in a village about 3 miles out into the country (and he can't get to mine today because he's looking after the house). I have no problem with walking up there. It takes an hour but it's a nice walk. I do that normally...however they won't let me walk home in the dark, not that i'd want to and i have no money for a taxi and well buses are unpreditable out there on a weekday let alone a sundasy so once again i'm stuck at home with nothing to do.

Mum doesn't like driving the country roads at night and dad is oging out to a talk at church tonight from 6 till 8...i just don't see how he can't come and get me after his talk. It's not hugely out of the way really and he'd be home by 9pm. I know it sounds like sisterly jealousy but well my sister started work this week up at Dobbies, which isn't really far from the 2 after school clubs where i work and she's had a lift home 3 out of 5 nights this week(and i always walk home from work except if i'm at Seaview in the winter), and a lift home from her s5/s6 ceilidh which was at the gym next to her work...to be fair from there its only about a 10-15 minute walk home...yet she's had all those lifts and i have had none at all in the past 2 weeks apart from one this morning for my music practice at church.

My parents really get on my nerves, mind you i guess everyone else's does...but i feel as if they're still trying to treat me like a 15 year old. Yes, i know i should be driving by now and trust me, they've lectured me about it too but to be fair i can barely afford my lunches every day at uni let alone petrol for a car...or to move out, which i really really want to do.

Other Rants of the day-

Dad's done something to the computer...i think he's changed the admin password...and its vista so i can't download anything without it...or play sims might i add because it asks for it everytime the disc tries to autorun....grrrr.

I wish i had more money...oh no ot loads lol all i want is 50p so i can buy chocolate this afternoon instead of having to constantly think of how to stretch the grand total of £5 i have to last me till i get payed. Albeit it only has to go towards my lunches and snacks at uni until i get payed on thursday but still it's amazin how little that'll get ya lol.

Good Things-

Have found a way to escape boredom-might be goin for a walk along to Sainsburys this afternoon with Ally.

Drew a pretty picture of Gerard Butler in 300.http://red-devil-saz.deviantart.com/art/This-Is-Sparta-110566622

He's pretty lol