Lets play catch up

Ok so time to play catch up.....

This year has a mixed review:

January-April

yup it wasnt much of a dramatic start to the year. i caused a bit of drama towards the end, which was not all the other partys fault. I did something i was not proud of. I was very very selfish and all that has come out of it are ok some fond memories, but a strained friendship which is something i never wanted. Hopefully i can get us back on track :)

April-June

So, although i can't believe it sometimes, i was involved in an affair, with someone i love dearly but like i said it costed us a lot. Exams came along, which i did not too bad in, he went away for the suimmer and i concentrated on getting prepared for my greatest adventure so far.

Drama also sprung up with my friends. The news came out of an affair between two of my friends. One of which was due to be married in July. Many people fell out with the guy in question although all the girl got was a month in the corner to "think about what she did" and her facebook status changed from "engaged to" to "in a relationship with". Wheres the sense in that?

June-August

Yup i went to Trinidad. For pretty much the wholoe summer... with the Dundee University Rainforest Conservation Expedition. Best experience of my life. I saw some amazing animals and made some even more amazing friends. I've help hummingbirds in my hand, seen monkeys throwing coconuts at my friends head, travelled at high speed through mangrove swamps on a motorboat, watched baby Leatherback turtles hatch and phoned my parents from the middle of the rainforest.

Greyish Saltator-nasty bugger bit me :(



Yellow Oriole

Las Cuevas beach

Baby leatherback turtles :)

Me standing in Arena forest

hmmm maybe i should do a whole blog on trinidad at some point.i can talk for hours about it :P

so yeah i came back from Tobago after a weeks holiday on the way home from Trinidad and everything was pretty much as i left it was when i left

September-October

So i turned 20....scary stuff...me being an adult. Did some more rather silly things-like having a casual romance with a serial womaniser i knew back in high school. Its funny because i thought 4 years of university and you know starting areal job as a teacher would have changed him and that he might have grown up a bit but no. he's exactly the same as he was back in 6th year, when i utterly adored him. I was a 4th year at the time. But as nice it was to have him exactly the same as i remembered him when we were really good friends...it wanst cool since i had changed so much. And i also made the monumental mistake of believing if i stayed around long enough he actually might develop some genuine feelings for me. That ended after about 3 weeks lol.

Also developments in uni-started 2nd year. Tough but enjoyable. Hated genetics though.

Hallowe'en was an interesting time this year. As usual the gang all got together up in Kirkton of Auchterhouse for our usual night of madness. I was dressed as Cleopatra :) also attending the party: Arthur Dent, Freddy Krueger, Scorpion from Mortal Combat, a dead knight, a witch, Dorothy from the wizard of Oz and a...thing with a crystal skull...

So yeah i feel bad for admitting to being glad about this but 2 of my friends ended their relationship the next day. He had been unhappy for a while. She's a nice enough girl but she's all about the drama and she's very high maintainance, not to mention she cheated on him with his best friend...anyhoo it had been going downhill for about a year or so and we could all see how unhappy he was. He's totally changed now though. he's so happy its nice to see :)

November-December

Not much has happened in the last month and a half- iv been so busy stressing about exams. I did have enough time to make one very big boo boo.

One of my best friends is a guy iv been close to for pretty much the past 3 years and truth be told i've fancied him for just as much time. We've always flirted a bit and its been pretty harmless until we decided to play poker...that then decended into strip poker. Since then the flirting has been a bit more serious i guess, and we always just came out with stuff like "oh its just the way we are with each other" which is no real excuse i guess. He splitted up with his girlfriend and was a bit lonely i guess and iv been feeling lonely for a while and we hung out one night and as they always say-one thing lead to another.

I wouldn't have done it if i hadn't had such strong feelings for him and i soon found out that he felt bad about it and considered me as a sister figure and didn't think of me in the sense that we could have a relationship.damnit. so yeah now i feel like a little bit of a muppet.

argh iv had enough drama for one year...there.thats it-the dramatic moments of the year so far

i'll think of something more substantial to write for my next blog rather than ranting about my dramas.

bye for now x